I thought that you would want to hangout with me today cause we didn’t yesterday cause of your friends so i guess today was the same? hmm i don’t know how I’m feeling about this. I miss all the cute stuff you used to do for me or with me. What happened to all that? I mean I don’t want to see it everyday to where i get tired of it but its nice to be shown that you love me. I hear it all the time but i’m starting to wonder if you mean it or if your just saying it just cause you think I expect it from you. Lately its been “Oh i feel left out with my friends” or “Oh I’m with you everyday” It seems as if you don’t want to have time for me. The sad thing is you will never know how i feel cause you don’t have time to listen to me =/
Soo…since I’ve been home a lot and I’ve been by myself I’ve had tons of time to think about things. I don’t like when I think cause I kind of get into my own little world. When I’m in my own world I space out a lot. when I’m with people and when I’m driving. Its not really good. If I don’t spend time with him then I start to lose interest? Mmm I don’t know what I’m saying, but i thought tumblr would be a nice place to dish out my thoughts cause he doesn’t have a tumblr and he won’t see what I’m writing and I won’t get bombarded with tons of questions. Recently I’ve noticed that I’m only happy when I’m with him and that’s not good. I mean it is but then again its not cause when I’m not with him I’m boring. Bleh.
I had a weird dream. Nd I keep thinking about it. I kinda wish that would happen cause it was really cute. But it wouldn’t and if it did that would be really bad. Hmmm…..
Are so freaking weird. If you don’t want to go with me to prom then freaking say No. Goosh like seriously “I don’t know” with a freaking =/ face means no so stop trying to be nice about it. And if you don’t wanna hang out with me then don’t freaking say you do and that you miss me geeze. Ugh! Those two are perfect best friends together. Damn Frances. -__-