June 2010
I wonder...
“Its only with you does my heart sink a million miles below when the very thought of you leaving comes to mind.” I wonder if he still feels like that… . .
“she’s nothing i was looking for, nothing i was asking for, yet she was exactly what i needed and everything i eventually wanted. she’s the only one on this planet who can make me feel better or worse. the...
“I hate you…and then I love you… It’s like I want to throw you...”
– Unknown
Alphabetical Aika
Stole this from emma :PA - Age you got your first kiss: 16. B - Band listening to right now: Train.
C - Crush: Kevin Avena he’s more then just a crush
D - Dad’s name: Geofrey.
E - Easiest person to talk to: Kevin, Breanna & Sara.
F - Favorite musical artist: I couldn’t pick one.
G - Girl or Guy: I’m a girl and I like guys
H - Hometown: Fontana, CA
I - Instruments: Used to play...
Rant # 2
So I’m just now realizing how pathetic I am. I mean really? I tried to prevent my boyfriend from hanging out with his friends when he hasn’t seen them in forever. What kind of girlfriend am I? It was horrible. I tried to let him go but it was to hard :( I guess this is what I get for making him get a job. But I didn’t think he’d get one that gives him this man hours. =/...
Should I be worried?
Hmmmm….. Doesn’t every guy know not to talk about another girl with their girlfriend?? It’s really starting to annoy me that he keeps talking about her. I mean she’s my friend I’ve known her longer then you I already know how she is and everything. You don’t need to keep reminding me. It makes me uncomfortable that you keep talking about her. Cause there...
Rant # 1
Being stuck in my house is so lame. Even if I have a laptop. I mean what can I do really?? I can look at clothes but I can’t buy them. which makes me sad. I want to spend time with him but it seems like he doesn’t want to spend time with me. Or maybe I’m just being dumb about that. Well I don’t know what to do. I sit here all day everyday watching TV or listening to music....
Bed bound.
It sucks to have to lay in my bed all day not being able to do anything. I really want to do something but can’t. Maybe I should just take my pain medication so i can knock out or something. I have a doctors appointment in an hour and a half. Maybe that’s not a good idea then. Hmm maybe my dad can bring me something to eat cause I’m hungry. I don’t know why i feel like...
I'm In Love ha!
I am so Addicted to my new computer. I Love It! I can download music that I like and not have a ton of useless stuff on it. I can do whatever I want all in the company of my room. Its amazing!
Now I can stay in my room all day without leaving. Only for food and to use the restroom. Hahaha. Now what should I save my money up for???
Boom Bam
5 things you’ll find if you open my bag:
wallet
chap stick
pen
lotion
paper
5 things in my bedroom:
clothes
shoes
movies
purses
suit cases
5 things i’ve always wanted to do/in my life:
go to Fiji
travel the world
spend a lot of money on a shopping spree
hot air balloon over Switzerland
make big $$$
5 things that make me very happy:
Him <3
being with my friends
...
yep
Name: Aika Birth Date: 9/3/92 Current Location: playroom Hair Color: Dark brown Righty/Lefty: Righty
LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE. Your fear: not being able to do what i want to do Your dream of the perfect date: Anything romantic and spontaneous :)
LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW. Your thoughts first waking up: Ugh! I don’t want to get up Your best physical feature: my eyes and smile Your...
There are times. . .
There are times where I just don’t know what to say, what to think, what to do. I wish I had an answer for everything. I wish I could see into the future to see what my life is going to be like. But then it would kind of ruin what’s going on in my life now. Right? Nothing set and stone. Only time will tell.
Sometimes.......
Sometimes I wonder why I have a tumblr. or even a twitter. I mean whats the point? I barley tweet anything I barley post stuff on tumblr. well maybe I’ll start posting what I’m thinking on tumblr. As far as twitter goes…I don’t know.
Sometimes I wish I can live in a new country and meet new people. Work on my self confidence. Right now I just don’t like who I am. I...
